Wednesday, April 7, 2010

one more chance?

Once there was a man and a woman whom have known each other for a long time but have been friends for over a year. The man chose to be friends with her since he was attracted to the woman for sometime now. He would reach out to her every now and then. He knows that the said attraction had grew even stronger and had transformed into love. He would reach out to her more often and would feel very upset if he wasn't able to talk for her in a day. His love grew even deeper as time went by, it grew that even his love for himself was almost unseen. But in this feeling, he was afraid to express it to her because he doesn't want their friendship to end by just telling her that he loves her so much, believing on what he has seen on tv, cinemas and friends. By that time, he said this: "Alam mo kung ano yung masakit? Yung alam mo yung nararamdaman mo para sa isang tao, sigurado ka na mahal mo yun, pero hindi mo masabi. Takot ka akong mawala yung meron kami ngayon. Pero alam mo kung ano yung mas masakit? Yung alam na alam mo na yung nararamdaman mo at handa ka ng sabihin sa kanya pero hindi mo na masabi kasi meron na siyang iba." His love for this woman was unconditional. He even made a way for them to be closer by telling her that she should use this, knowing him that by using this application he can somewhat own this person. But it was just an application, anyone can take away everyone you own. Somebody can take that someone away in just a blink of an eye. He knew that for a fact in that application but in reality he also believes in that. he would always buy her whenever somebody buys her back. But the time came that he couldn't buy her anymore. Just like the same scenario in the application, it also happened in real life. He lost connections to her, they would talk to each other very seldom. But the worse part is, he knew that he had two other competitors, his own friend and a varsity player. He watched his friends tactics. The said friend already gave up the fight after a few weeks but for him, the fight isn't over. He also knew for a fact, also his friend (a classmate of her), that the woman already knows that he loves her. So he tried to call to call her and tell her that he loves her. He would just call since he many things to do and she has many things do do also. It's not that he can't make any time for her but knowing that she's too busy to entertain people. So the said scenario was seen for more months. But a news came to him. He knew that the woman was like taken. He grew sad..but he didn't want everyone to see that he was weak so he was like very jolly in everytime he would talk to people,,but deep inside he was really sad.

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