orange vs. orange:)

Here's my view on Villar's campaign jingles. I'll post the lyrics too.:)

1st jingle:

Nakaligo ka na ba sa dagat ng basura?

- This is very ridiculous! Is there a normal person who will take a bath on a sea of trash? Unless your insane or playing but being on a normal state of mind, even the poorest of the poor won't do that since they know that they will only get dirtier!

Nag-Pasko ka na ba sa gitna ng kalsada?

- Well this one is possible but only kids do this! They are the "namamasko po kids."

Yan ang tanong namin…

- Well it's also my question if Villar had done this all!!
Tunay ka bang isa sa amin?

- I guess he isn't. If they're family can afford a loan of 60,000 before the 90's, his mother must have a large income!

Nalaman mo na bang mapapag-aral ka nya?

- I guess it shouldn't be said that "mapapag-aral ka NIYA."He's not using his own money to fund public school's, it's the people's money! Tsaka, he may help you but isn't that public schools are for free? It's now up to you if you'll study or not.
Tutulungan tayo para magkatrabaho?

- For this one, it's a bit correct since he could help stabilize the economy but still, this reliew on a person's willingness to study and get a job.
At kanyang plano’y magkabahay tayo?

- Yup, he can do that. He'll be selling houses to all of us, wherein the common price range for the cheapest is more than 2 million.

Si Villar ang tunay na mahirap.

- If he is, show any proof that will suspend those accusations.
si Villar ang tunay na may malasakit.

- If he does, can he help without any media surrounding him?
Si Villar ang may kakayahan
At gumawa ng sariling pangalan.

- Is he saying that he's the only one among the presidentiables who had made their names? Probably on corruption. But how about Gordon? Gordon's a great person, not many knows his roots.

Si Manny Villar ang magtatapos
ng ating kahirapan.

- And the finale! Damn, does he think at all? No one can cure the current situation of the country! It takes the whole nation to cure it!

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The other jingle synthesis will be posted tomorrow. I'm to lazy to think right now.:)

one more chance?

Once there was a man and a woman whom have known each other for a long time but have been friends for over a year. The man chose to be friends with her since he was attracted to the woman for sometime now. He would reach out to her every now and then. He knows that the said attraction had grew even stronger and had transformed into love. He would reach out to her more often and would feel very upset if he wasn't able to talk for her in a day. His love grew even deeper as time went by, it grew that even his love for himself was almost unseen. But in this feeling, he was afraid to express it to her because he doesn't want their friendship to end by just telling her that he loves her so much, believing on what he has seen on tv, cinemas and friends. By that time, he said this: "Alam mo kung ano yung masakit? Yung alam mo yung nararamdaman mo para sa isang tao, sigurado ka na mahal mo yun, pero hindi mo masabi. Takot ka akong mawala yung meron kami ngayon. Pero alam mo kung ano yung mas masakit? Yung alam na alam mo na yung nararamdaman mo at handa ka ng sabihin sa kanya pero hindi mo na masabi kasi meron na siyang iba." His love for this woman was unconditional. He even made a way for them to be closer by telling her that she should use this, knowing him that by using this application he can somewhat own this person. But it was just an application, anyone can take away everyone you own. Somebody can take that someone away in just a blink of an eye. He knew that for a fact in that application but in reality he also believes in that. he would always buy her whenever somebody buys her back. But the time came that he couldn't buy her anymore. Just like the same scenario in the application, it also happened in real life. He lost connections to her, they would talk to each other very seldom. But the worse part is, he knew that he had two other competitors, his own friend and a varsity player. He watched his friends tactics. The said friend already gave up the fight after a few weeks but for him, the fight isn't over. He also knew for a fact, also his friend (a classmate of her), that the woman already knows that he loves her. So he tried to call to call her and tell her that he loves her. He would just call since he many things to do and she has many things do do also. It's not that he can't make any time for her but knowing that she's too busy to entertain people. So the said scenario was seen for more months. But a news came to him. He knew that the woman was like taken. He grew sad..but he didn't want everyone to see that he was weak so he was like very jolly in everytime he would talk to people,,but deep inside he was really sad.

status

Again, i don't know what to right in here. I'm just messed up..Earlier today I got my grade and retorika blew my chance on becoming a dean's lister by just around less than 3 points. As I have said last night, I'm also confused with my feelings,,yes I have somewhat confirmed that she already had a boyfriend. At first I was like "ah, ok" but it had sinked in now,, as of this writing I just stopped crying and soon I might cry again. All I want to do now is to watch One More Chance and let the movie ease what I am feeling right now. I guess with this thing I was extremely wrong. I won't blame her for what's happening with me now, the only person to be blamed for this is me! I have fallen so much that nothing was left for me.I'll try to rebuild myself as early as posssible. I hope that the California trip next month would help me fix myself. I'll start a journey of more than 10000 miles, and 12 hours long to help me rebuild myself..But still, i must admit, I still love her..and I hope,,after this feeling has gone away,, someone will fill this empty spot..Yet she's very significant in my life, she melted my stone heart..

harder than you know..

I really don't know how to put this post in order. All I want to do right now is to cry and cry until I can already make up a river but I can't. I can't because first it's impossible and even tough my eyes are filled with tears now, it seems that my tear gland stops the tears from pouring. I want to cry for a very simple yet important matter, as usual her.

I checked on my messenger just moments ago. I didn't saw that she's currently online. Well as my curiosity over threw my thoughts, I checked on a site whether if she's online or not. It showed that she's online but on my profile she isn't..why could be the reason?

current status: confused,,i just want to cry,,i think she already knows,,and i must admit that i my mind thinks that 55% that she already has a boyfriend..

what i realized in this situation is that i should have never fallen in love with her so deeply..i guess it's time to move on but..something stops me from doing that..my brain says that i should move on,,but my heart says i shouldn't..now i believe what they mean with that line..well,,i believe on it now..i'll just observe some more instances and if it won't change,,i will move on..:'(

i remembered what my friend, Farrell(the poem's composer) said to me that maybe a better person would come along our lives..also what Popoy said on One More Chance to his friend that,"kayta tayo iniiwan ng mga taong mahal natin ay dahil mayroong mas magandang darating sa buhay natin.."

well i can now really say that she's the only exception cause she's the first girl that i seriously love and i've fallen to stupidity just to keep this feeling alive..:(

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NOTE:

I just discovered that ym is like having a problem,,she's now just invisible,,just like me,,haha..well,,she's always invi in ym,,just like also me..xD

Love is Different from Loved

I'm standing here amidst the crowd
filled with anguish and doubt...
In this place where there's turmoil
all i can hold on to is the soil..

as i kneel down and cry
pe0ple stop and wonder why
why this man is crying
what they don't know is that im dying..

Dying cause of this pain you inflicted
the pain of being rejected.............



As i looked in a mirror...
i seen a man deprived of honor..
A man that's lonely..
from something that's not worthy..

I looked into him more closely..
and said to him very calmy..
"pick yourself out of this rubble
you'll only stoop down and stumble"

right from that moment i knew...
all this confusions you made are through....


I've lost much time thinking of you...
now i decided this charade is through..
So now i dont feel sad and angry
all i can feel is pity...

i pity your lack of becoming...
i pity you for being uncaring..
i pity you for loving him
as much as I LOVED YOU..

My current status: single but taken yet confused. I'm single but I still love her, with all my heart but I don't know if she has somebody else already. I hope she doesn't have. One time I was surfing the net and I came across the chat box I talked to her but it was somebody else who had opened it..:l Yet they don't have any pictures together and single status..:l

I know I'm a sucker for this feeling..Yes,the line came from A Rocket To The Moon's song Like We Used To. Try to listen to it..it's good,,you may cry..then watch One More Chance and you will surely cry..

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The poem above was composed by my friend Farrell Angelo Diaz. He composed it for a girl whom he loved and it turned out that the girl has somebody else.

what if..

This past fews days have been strange for me. It started when I saw a post at facebook. It made me sad. By then, I had made a decision. I would tell her immediately that I have been loving her and I hope that that feeling won't change everything. Just when I was calling her, her phone was ringing but the ringback tone suddenly changed into a "unattended or out of coverage area" message. I tried twice, but she didn't answer it. I posted last night on my account on what's the use of having everything you want and everything you need if you can't even be with the person you love. I changed some words on it, what was I supposed to put on there? What's the use of having everything you want and everything you need if you can't even communicate with the person you love. Yes, I would like to post that but it would seem a "patama" to her and I don't want her to be the center of attention of everybody because if I'd posted that, then many people might react and I would hate that, placing her infront of everybody. Then I remembered what my friend told me that she saw her at mcdo. DAMN! I was supposed to go there too! I was supposed to go there because of our project!darn..But I guess it it is best not to see what happened there because if I saw what happened, it will just break my heart..

As of now, yes I am confused if I would still go for her or not. It's the moment where I would say "MAHAL KITA AT ANG SAKIT SAKIT NA.."i'd like to go now,,but something is stops me..yes I really love her..It's like I'm reaching out to tell her that I love her but she's going away..going away because of something that I don't know but I'm hoping she doesn't have a boyfriend yet..I guess what makes me still love her is that I can talk to her but when I'm about to tell her that i love her,,she stops it and goes away..can you think of any reason why she's like that?help me so I can already make up my mind if I go for her or stop this feeling..

soundtrack of my summer..:))

This all happened when I was in a science camp. It was a cold night and there was a pageant going on at the roof deck of our campsite. It was the first time I saw her. She was dressed in a Filipiña dress made from Manila hemp designed by their senior. If you where there, you can tell that Maria Clara of Rizal's novel came to life. She was very beautiful, yet simple. She looked like an elegant Filipina of the Spanish Era. My friends told me her name. Well, I really didn't react on the name saying part, I haven't reacted at all. That time, she was a 2nd year high school student and I was a 3rd year high school student. After the numerous numbers they have made, she was announced as the winner, lambasting our very own candidate(we came from the same school, but she was under the other program and I was on the regular program). At that night, nothing happened.

A year passed on, we have seen each other. In that span of time I haven't felt anything. It was casual for me to see her every now and then in school programs and events, campings and recognition day(we were both honor students). At the camping, I would recognize her because she was our some kind of a speaker for a part of the obstacle course.

Another year passed. It's now a total of two years. 'm now a graduating student . We now chatted at our friendster accounts(i just made mine when i was in 4th year high school). We chatted on everything under sun. But still, neither an affection nor compassion was made by I towards her. At an instance, I even helped a schoolmate to court her in choosing the gift to give her on Christmas and her birthday. then we would pair her with her other classmate because they really look good together.

Now I have graduated, I felt sad in leaving my alma mater, a school that I have called home for 11 years. After a few days upon graduating, something bothered me. At first I didn't care about it, but it grew strong. One morning, I woke up and started thinking. Out of nowhere in my mind, she sprang. I kept thinking about her all day long. Night time came, I was surfing the net as what I am doing every vacation time. At plurk I saw her, I started talking to her. She was nice in talking to me despite of the fact that we were really not that close. Days grew into weeks and it turned into months, we continued chatting there. if there where some nights that we would not chat, I feel very disappointed and sad. The week for me to leave the country came. it was just a nine day vacation. But these nine days came to me as brutal since I won't talk to her. When I came back I again talked to her. By that time I realized that I must have fallen in love with her, starting from the day I woke up and started thinking about her. Since then, it was a daily habit to talk to her and if sometimes I won't be able, I was some kind of depressed. Because of those chattering we had, she was teased at school because of me, as one my friend told me(my friend is a classmate of her)

Now, many chances have been given to me to talk to her and tell her that I have been loving her. But this chances was blown away by my fear of rejection. As what one of my friends told me, it is a make or break situation for me. It is either she could accept it without changing her attitude towards me or she will find a way so that our paths won't cross.

As of now, I can now tell her about my feelings for her, I'm just waiting for the moment..

~that's my love story..xD