chicken :)

I just remembered anc's commercial on politicians saying that "is your candidate a chicken?", then I remembered chowking's orange chicken. I just thought of one candidate. haha. Just imagine Villar's face on the orange of that viand!haha. If that's the case, I won't eat the food cause if I do maybe I'll be swimming on a sea of trash!haha..Just kidding I won't eat it because I may have the tendency to become a big fat liar! He's a liar!

i just noticed..:)

I just noticed now that in my blog posts , almost every post's font color differs from each other. Well, I really did that to show my emotions but the violet post doesn't mean that I'm lonely.:) It means something:)

orange vs. orange:)

Here's my view on Villar's campaign jingles. I'll post the lyrics too.:)

1st jingle:

Nakaligo ka na ba sa dagat ng basura?

- This is very ridiculous! Is there a normal person who will take a bath on a sea of trash? Unless your insane or playing but being on a normal state of mind, even the poorest of the poor won't do that since they know that they will only get dirtier!

Nag-Pasko ka na ba sa gitna ng kalsada?

- Well this one is possible but only kids do this! They are the "namamasko po kids."

Yan ang tanong namin…

- Well it's also my question if Villar had done this all!!
Tunay ka bang isa sa amin?

- I guess he isn't. If they're family can afford a loan of 60,000 before the 90's, his mother must have a large income!

Nalaman mo na bang mapapag-aral ka nya?

- I guess it shouldn't be said that "mapapag-aral ka NIYA."He's not using his own money to fund public school's, it's the people's money! Tsaka, he may help you but isn't that public schools are for free? It's now up to you if you'll study or not.
Tutulungan tayo para magkatrabaho?

- For this one, it's a bit correct since he could help stabilize the economy but still, this reliew on a person's willingness to study and get a job.
At kanyang plano’y magkabahay tayo?

- Yup, he can do that. He'll be selling houses to all of us, wherein the common price range for the cheapest is more than 2 million.

Si Villar ang tunay na mahirap.

- If he is, show any proof that will suspend those accusations.
si Villar ang tunay na may malasakit.

- If he does, can he help without any media surrounding him?
Si Villar ang may kakayahan
At gumawa ng sariling pangalan.

- Is he saying that he's the only one among the presidentiables who had made their names? Probably on corruption. But how about Gordon? Gordon's a great person, not many knows his roots.

Si Manny Villar ang magtatapos
ng ating kahirapan.

- And the finale! Damn, does he think at all? No one can cure the current situation of the country! It takes the whole nation to cure it!

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The other jingle synthesis will be posted tomorrow. I'm to lazy to think right now.:)

one more chance?

Once there was a man and a woman whom have known each other for a long time but have been friends for over a year. The man chose to be friends with her since he was attracted to the woman for sometime now. He would reach out to her every now and then. He knows that the said attraction had grew even stronger and had transformed into love. He would reach out to her more often and would feel very upset if he wasn't able to talk for her in a day. His love grew even deeper as time went by, it grew that even his love for himself was almost unseen. But in this feeling, he was afraid to express it to her because he doesn't want their friendship to end by just telling her that he loves her so much, believing on what he has seen on tv, cinemas and friends. By that time, he said this: "Alam mo kung ano yung masakit? Yung alam mo yung nararamdaman mo para sa isang tao, sigurado ka na mahal mo yun, pero hindi mo masabi. Takot ka akong mawala yung meron kami ngayon. Pero alam mo kung ano yung mas masakit? Yung alam na alam mo na yung nararamdaman mo at handa ka ng sabihin sa kanya pero hindi mo na masabi kasi meron na siyang iba." His love for this woman was unconditional. He even made a way for them to be closer by telling her that she should use this, knowing him that by using this application he can somewhat own this person. But it was just an application, anyone can take away everyone you own. Somebody can take that someone away in just a blink of an eye. He knew that for a fact in that application but in reality he also believes in that. he would always buy her whenever somebody buys her back. But the time came that he couldn't buy her anymore. Just like the same scenario in the application, it also happened in real life. He lost connections to her, they would talk to each other very seldom. But the worse part is, he knew that he had two other competitors, his own friend and a varsity player. He watched his friends tactics. The said friend already gave up the fight after a few weeks but for him, the fight isn't over. He also knew for a fact, also his friend (a classmate of her), that the woman already knows that he loves her. So he tried to call to call her and tell her that he loves her. He would just call since he many things to do and she has many things do do also. It's not that he can't make any time for her but knowing that she's too busy to entertain people. So the said scenario was seen for more months. But a news came to him. He knew that the woman was like taken. He grew sad..but he didn't want everyone to see that he was weak so he was like very jolly in everytime he would talk to people,,but deep inside he was really sad.

status

Again, i don't know what to right in here. I'm just messed up..Earlier today I got my grade and retorika blew my chance on becoming a dean's lister by just around less than 3 points. As I have said last night, I'm also confused with my feelings,,yes I have somewhat confirmed that she already had a boyfriend. At first I was like "ah, ok" but it had sinked in now,, as of this writing I just stopped crying and soon I might cry again. All I want to do now is to watch One More Chance and let the movie ease what I am feeling right now. I guess with this thing I was extremely wrong. I won't blame her for what's happening with me now, the only person to be blamed for this is me! I have fallen so much that nothing was left for me.I'll try to rebuild myself as early as posssible. I hope that the California trip next month would help me fix myself. I'll start a journey of more than 10000 miles, and 12 hours long to help me rebuild myself..But still, i must admit, I still love her..and I hope,,after this feeling has gone away,, someone will fill this empty spot..Yet she's very significant in my life, she melted my stone heart..

harder than you know..

I really don't know how to put this post in order. All I want to do right now is to cry and cry until I can already make up a river but I can't. I can't because first it's impossible and even tough my eyes are filled with tears now, it seems that my tear gland stops the tears from pouring. I want to cry for a very simple yet important matter, as usual her.

I checked on my messenger just moments ago. I didn't saw that she's currently online. Well as my curiosity over threw my thoughts, I checked on a site whether if she's online or not. It showed that she's online but on my profile she isn't..why could be the reason?

current status: confused,,i just want to cry,,i think she already knows,,and i must admit that i my mind thinks that 55% that she already has a boyfriend..

what i realized in this situation is that i should have never fallen in love with her so deeply..i guess it's time to move on but..something stops me from doing that..my brain says that i should move on,,but my heart says i shouldn't..now i believe what they mean with that line..well,,i believe on it now..i'll just observe some more instances and if it won't change,,i will move on..:'(

i remembered what my friend, Farrell(the poem's composer) said to me that maybe a better person would come along our lives..also what Popoy said on One More Chance to his friend that,"kayta tayo iniiwan ng mga taong mahal natin ay dahil mayroong mas magandang darating sa buhay natin.."

well i can now really say that she's the only exception cause she's the first girl that i seriously love and i've fallen to stupidity just to keep this feeling alive..:(

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NOTE:

I just discovered that ym is like having a problem,,she's now just invisible,,just like me,,haha..well,,she's always invi in ym,,just like also me..xD

Love is Different from Loved

I'm standing here amidst the crowd
filled with anguish and doubt...
In this place where there's turmoil
all i can hold on to is the soil..

as i kneel down and cry
pe0ple stop and wonder why
why this man is crying
what they don't know is that im dying..

Dying cause of this pain you inflicted
the pain of being rejected.............



As i looked in a mirror...
i seen a man deprived of honor..
A man that's lonely..
from something that's not worthy..

I looked into him more closely..
and said to him very calmy..
"pick yourself out of this rubble
you'll only stoop down and stumble"

right from that moment i knew...
all this confusions you made are through....


I've lost much time thinking of you...
now i decided this charade is through..
So now i dont feel sad and angry
all i can feel is pity...

i pity your lack of becoming...
i pity you for being uncaring..
i pity you for loving him
as much as I LOVED YOU..

My current status: single but taken yet confused. I'm single but I still love her, with all my heart but I don't know if she has somebody else already. I hope she doesn't have. One time I was surfing the net and I came across the chat box I talked to her but it was somebody else who had opened it..:l Yet they don't have any pictures together and single status..:l

I know I'm a sucker for this feeling..Yes,the line came from A Rocket To The Moon's song Like We Used To. Try to listen to it..it's good,,you may cry..then watch One More Chance and you will surely cry..

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The poem above was composed by my friend Farrell Angelo Diaz. He composed it for a girl whom he loved and it turned out that the girl has somebody else.