Monday, December 20, 2010

Kids or Adults?

With the new uproar, I can only say one thing...




IT'S NOT A HIGH SCHOOL THING, IT'S AN ELEMENTARY THING. DON'T JUST GROW UP, BE MATURE.

Kids or Adults?

With the new uproar, I can only say one thing...




IT'S NOT A HIGH SCHOOL THING, IT'S AN ELEMENTARY THING. DON'T JUST GROW UP, BE MATURE.

Friday, October 29, 2010

School of Fright

Have you ever had the feeling that someone is behind you despite the fact that nobody is there and there's a cold blanket that surrounds you? Maybe trying to film something but it doesn't work cause it's about a sensitive issue?

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The 'Unlockable' Cubicle

It was a very boring day at school for me, again. I decided to go to the restroom since I need to pee. I usually go there for about five minutes: 2 minutes for walking to and from, 1 minute for peeing and 2 minutes for unwinding(looking at the window). When I went out of the room it seemed that a cold blanket was wrapped around me. I felt frightened already yet I just saw the window was open so I just told myself that it might just be the wind even though I know for a fact that there is now wind at all, just to set aside my fear. So I walked fast and when I entered the restroom, I felt that something is wrong cause the first cubicle was locked. So because I was frightened, I did my thing very fast and almost ran back to the room. It just took me 2 minutes to do all those things. When I went back, I told my two classmates about that. They said "Baka naman may tao or may lock talaga yun." I said "No, kasi that's the one I use frequently and walang lock. Tsaka if someone is actually using it, it's impossible for him to lock it. Kahit umiihi siya, di naman niya maisasara yun ng ganun ka- tight, kung nakaupo siya di niya maisasara yun ng paa niya since di na siya makakaupo nun and I would see his slacks at walang ingay or any movement na maaninag eh." Then they said that I might just be hungry. Coincidentally the next week, all three of us went there at the same time. The cubicle was open. I said to them "See, walang lock, sira yung pinto." They said wag kang manakot then we all ran away.

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The Department

We were asked by our REED professor to make a presentation on certain matters on morality and abortion was given to us. We had an idea to make a documentary about it and ask our other professors to give their insight and what their subject tells about that. We went to the Social Sciences department and asked our prof if he can give an insight on the history of abortion of in the country. Since it was past six o'clock we tried the camera first so that the lighting would be good and so as the audio quality. We tried it on our classmate and it did good. We started filming and in the middle of the filming, the camera said an error occurred. The part of it wasn't saved. We tried it again and there it goes again. We decided just to use a cell phone camera and it worked but it was a low quality footage. When our classmate was filming with his cell phone we tried the camera on our classmate again and it worked. The next day, as we were eating, my classmate(who was using the dslr on the said filming) told me this "Michael, alam mo yung kahapon, yung kay Sir Jigs, ayaw gumana nung camera di ba? pero kay rj gumagana." I told her na there might just be something wrong with the position. She replied " Hindi eh, sa kahit ano naman pwede yan eh. Tsaka 3 times nangyari. Gumagana din siya nun kay Sir kapag hindi tungkol dun yung pinag-uusapan eh.Parang may pumipigil dun sa lugar na yun para mapag- usapan yun." I said "Oo nga. ano kaya ang meron dun at ayaw magpakuha."

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I'm supposed to write another story but I'm already feeling awkward so I'm gonna stop here.

Tuesday, October 12, 2010

Out for Handouts

Due to a certain matter earlier, starting next semester I will no longer provide handouts. Furthermore, handouts will be downloaded two nights before an examination and it will no longer be brought to school for photocopying matters*. This move is done to provide everyone with adequate responsibilities that they won't bother to ask me and to avoid further unnecessary statements from other people.








*You can ask my permission to borrow the handouts if you need it badly but make sure that i won't hear a single thing from you(eg. you should have printed it on 6 slides**).
**You may say your opinion regarding it but please make sure that you say it politely. How will you know that you have done it politely?I'll answer you back with a smile. If I just reply and turn my back on you and I wouldn't talk to you, there is something wrong.

Friday, August 20, 2010

good/ bad news

it's been a long time i guess since i last posted here. how are you doing? well for me, it's been a mix. i'll start now.:)


- we just remembered our dog, xander, on his 40th death day.
- got my grades and it actually met with my expectations. no grade lower than 2.75.
- i also got my gpa. it's 3.37.:)
- been busy doing school stuffs.
- just learned how to use the facebook and twitter app on my ipod.
- my ipod's screen protector is now gone.
- my ipod's home button is hard to use.
- i'll be going to power mac to solve it.

Saturday, July 31, 2010

LIVE CORAZON "TITA CORY" COJUANGCO- AQUINO IN OUR HEARTS, FOREVER!

Love is more powerful than death

It was 2am last year, I can't sleep. I don't know why but I tried everything from drinking milk up to watching tv. Nothing really worked so I just decided to watch tv. At around 3:19 am it started to rain really hard and at around 4am I saw on ABS-CBN a flash report that the Aquino's have an announcement. I became worried that Tita Cory had passed away already. So I waited for it until around 4:30. Noynoy announced that his mother peacefully passed away at around 3:19 am due to cardio respiratory attack. During the whole day, the sun didn't came up. It seems that the heavens is mourning with us. Every time Tita Cory's coffin is taken out, the rain would stop and when she enters a building, the rain would start. But come to think of it, her passing is more than that. More than those miracle- like things but a more profound miracle was seen. her passing reunited our broken country into one. Last year, our society was broken and torn into pieces due to the corrupt system of our government. Also, her passing has dramatically changed the political landscape of our country. If she didn't die, Noynoy wouldn't be our president.

I think after one year, her passing has made more positive effects rather than the negative effects. THANK YOU TITA CORY. WE WON'T FORGET YOU!

Saturday, July 24, 2010

so be it.:l

so it's like that. i'll better stop my hand and finger to click and comment on you. it would be better if i won't communicate for like 3 months. is that it? i think it would be better since there might be a chance that you'll miss me.:l


so this post is messed up. sorry.:l

Monday, June 7, 2010

Looking Out For Number One, California.:)

It's already a week since I've arrived from California for a nine day vacation. So this post is kinda late but I'll still give it to you folks.:)

May 21(Manila Time)

We arrived on NAIA Terminal 2 at 7:45pm. We where placed on check-hold since we are non- revenue passengers and we will still wait until 9:45pm for the announcement. I've thought that we won't be able to make it because there were other non- rev passengers there. Luckily, my dad's id number was higher than them so we've got the spot. We were the only non- rev passengers that were able to go. So it was like the Amazing Race, we are in a hurry to go to the plane. Despite of the interruption on the 2nd to the last check, we are now ok.

May 21(Los Angeles Time)

We arrived on LAX/ Tom Bradley on 7:44pm, ahead of about 30 minutes, after a long 12 hour and 30 minute non- stop flight. We went outside the airport at around 9:30 to wait for our relative who will pick us up and it was chilling cold out there! It wasn't supposed to really be chilling cold if I dry up my hands on the plane after brushing my teeth. Our cousin, Kuya Brix fetched us at about 10:30. We went straight to their house on West Covina and arrived at about 11:30pm. Upon arriving we had some talks that lasted up to about 1:30am.:)

May 22

Our cousins woke us up at around 7: 30 in the morning since they are going to treat us up in a local diner. It really was a local diner since they sell Filipino food.haha.:)) The food there at Bamboo Bistro was good. After that, we head up to the nearby supermarket since my mother told us to buy her something.After that we went straight home and stayed there for a while because we went to our cousin's house in Rancho Cucamonga. Yep, Kuya Brix was right, we could have fallen asleep in our way there. it was really far but it's good there. They've got a mall just like Bonifacio High Street. So after going to their house, we walked to Victoria Gardens. There, I bought my AE slippers. I bought two since they've got a promo that "Buy one, take the 2nd pair 50% off." I also bought 2 shirts, a red Billabong shirt and a cute white w/ a lightning design shirt from Electric Visual. After that, we went straight back home again and left again since we went to Targte with our Ate Bheng since she's about to leave for Mexicothe next day, so she need to buy some stuff. There I once again bought. this time its my Skullcandy Paul Frank Edition headphones. After that we went straight back again to the house and there was a party for my Tito Ed's birthday.:)

May 23

We first went to their three- hour church service. It was long but you won't really notice the time. After the service, we went to Santa Anita and played at Dave and Busters. We got ourselves 2 shot glasses, a large tumbler and a medium tumbler. Next, we went to Old Navy and bought 4 shirts of the same print but different color. It was our uniform.haha. After playing and shopping, we ate at Johnny Rockets. their burger is great.(I just hope that D&B will open an arcade here and Johnny Rockets will open more stores here in the Philippines.:))

May 24

This day is quite a silent one. We just went to the HK Plaza. It seems like Chinatown but it isn't. It's more of a supermarket. We have seen that Lucky Me Pancit Canton sold abroad are at 4pcs per $1. Quite expensive right?haha. Also, the packaging was different.:)

May 25

This day gives me goosebumps.:)

We went to Pator's house. gain, Kuya Brix was right, it was really really far. We went there because he's goin' to help my brother for his NCLEX. So we ate there too. That's not the part that gave me goosebumps.:) Here it is. We went to Ontario Mills. Pastor took us into a shopping spree. It was kinda weird since we have just known each other for like two days, except my mother whom he had known for like 20 years already. He took us to JC Penney outlet store to buy our stuffs. He took a shopping cart, and that shopping cart was literally empty for about 10 minutes. So that's the case for ten minutes but when he started to say that we should pick, so we started to pick. I, unconscious(not literally.:)), really did shopping.haha. I bought 5 shirts, a Levi's Jeans, a pair of And 1 shoes and socks. He billed $255.33, 43% of the bill was mine.haha.:))

Also, that night, my ninang dropped by.:)

May 26

This night, we went to my ninang. After that night we went to a bowling game, sponsored by none other than Pastor!haha.

May 27

While we were packing for our flight tomorrow going back to MNL, my Tita Elvie said, "Nag-eempake pa kayo, di naman kayo masasakay." That was the start of everyone's greeting that see you on Saturday. As we are packing, we haven't bought enough stuff so we went to Target to buy chocolates. After that, we went to Westfield in their town. We just bonded there.:)

May 28

As what I have said, they started to tell us see you on Saturday but it became more funnier because this was already the greeting: "See you tonight. Maaga kayong gumising bukas ha, manonood tayong Prince of Persia bukas ah." Yeah, they already made a plan that we will watch the movie Prince of Persia since they are 101% sure that we won't make it. Yeah, they were right. We almost made it.

May 29

We went to AMC 30 on Covina to watch the movie. The movie was great! Also a fact that I discovered is that, you'll pay $6 to watch a single movie but if you are wise enough, you'll watch all the movies in the movie house.:)

May 30

Finally, we made it.

We arrived at the airport after their church service, 6 hours before our flight cause my mom wants to be there early. The ground staff of PAL said that we'll just take PR103,the latter flight, instead of PR113, the first flight. We were somewhat pretty sure that we'll be able to ride PR103. But when my mother and I went to the restroom, just upon entering it, I heard from the airport system that we are now called to board.haha. It's already the final boarding call! So we really ran to the counter and got our upgraded seats(yeah, we were upgraded to business class.:)). Upon arriving to the plane, we were really haggard. In the flight, it was really comfortable. The business class of LAX is better than HNL. We also had a technical stop at Guam. Now I can say, technically, that I've been to Guam.:)

June 1(Manila Time)

We arrived at around 4:36am. I was really shocked to feel that despite of that time, it's really hot already! We were fetched by my Tito and Tita and went straight to Magallanes to have breakfast.:)

>>>So that's about it.:) It's pretty long isn't it?:) Can't wait for October. I'll go back again to California and me and my dad will be going to New York(75% sure.:)) after one week.:)

Wednesday, May 19, 2010

11:11

11:13 na, nalagpasan ko ulit

Sabi nila, swerte daw ang oras na 11:11

Marami ang naghihintay sa pagpatak ng mga kamay ng relo sa oras na ito
Umaga man o gabi

Kabilang ako sa mga masugid na nag-aabang sa oras na ito

Sa tuwing maabutan ko ito, isa lang ang aking hiling

Ang malaman mo na mahal kita at hindi masira ang pagkakaibigan natin

Sa paglipas ng mga panahon ng paghiling, akin pa yaong dinagdagan

"Sana hindi pa kayo," nang maglaon ay naging "Sana may pag-asa pa ko"

Hindi yun natupad..







Akala ko

Madaming araw ang lumipas, kasama na ang 11:11

Humihiling pa din ako, at hindi pa din natutupad

Pano ba naman matutupad kung hindi gumagawa ng paraan

Pero nagbago yun, isang gabi

Nabasa ko sa pahina niya, ipinaghahanap siya ng kanyang kaibigan ng mamahalin

Nabuhayan ako ng loob

Totoo nga ata ang 11:11

Ngayon, sana matupad na ang mga bago kong hiling bago sumapit muli ang 11:11

-xD

Saturday, May 15, 2010

You belong with, me? Yeah right.

You're on the phone with your boyfriend, He's upset
He's going off about something that you said
He doesn't get your humour like I do

I'm in the room, its a typical Tuesday night
I'm listening to the kind of music he doesn't like
And he'll never know your story like I do

But he wears jersey, I wear t-shirts
He's team captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming bout the day when you wake up and find
That what you're lookin for has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along so why can't you see?
You belong with me
You belong with me

Walkin the streets with you in your pretty skirt
I cant help thinking this is how it ought to be
Laughing on the park bench thinkin to myself
Hey isn't this easy?

And you've got a smile that could light up this whole town
I haven't seen it in awhile, since he brought you down
You say you find I know you better than that
Hey, Whatcha doing with a boy like that?

He wears rubber shoes, I wear slippers
He's team captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming bout the day when you wake up and find
That what you're looking for has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along so why can't you see?
You belong with me

Standin by, waiting at your back door
All this time how could you not know that?
You belong with me
You belong with me

Oh I remember you posting on your line in the middle of the night
I'm the one who makes you laugh when you know you're about to cry
I know your favorite songs and you tell me about your dreams
I think I know where you belong. I think I know it's with me.

Can't you see that I'm the one who understands you?
Been here all along so why can't you see?
You belong with me

Standing by or waiting at your back door
All this time how could you not know that
You belong with me
You belong with me

Have you ever thought just maybe
You belong with me
You belong with me


--My lyrics of Taylor Swift's "You Belong With Me." I'll soon be posting 11:11.

Monday, May 3, 2010

myLines.:)

myLines on myBlog.

This will be the new and so far the only section on this blog. These posts are neither poems nor prose. They are just lines. They are merely sentences but connected to form a complete and concrete thought where in the difference with prose as we all know is that prose is in paragraph form. Furthermore, this lines may be written in Filipino. So here are the first myLines titles.:)

11:11
park anywhere po, pero dyan lang kayo
sugal
pagtanggap
ikaw.ikaw.ikaw.
dilaw at kahel
puno

Tuesday, April 27, 2010

yellow: a symbol of courage, freedom and new hope.


Since the expected arrival and known assassination of our hero Benigno "Ninoy" Aquino, Jr., the yellow ribbon has been a custom symbol of hope to us Filipinos. As what I've heard from my parents and other people, upon knowing that Ninoy was arriving on August 23, 1981, people started to tie a yellow ribbon on the posts on the streets to signify that he is indeed is much welcome in coming back of our country. He is welcome to come back since he is the only hope of our lost country. The hope from a tyrant leader who wants to be the supreme being of our country forever. Upon his death, people became more aware of what is happening. many demonstrations were held just to protest his death and the change that the people want to see. Due to this, a snap elections was held. The yellow ribbons became alive again upon the candidacy of the late President Cory Aquino. The election was held and cheated. Marcos won. The people where so angry about the results that they flocked to the EDSA and started a peaceful revolution that overthrew the Marcos Administration. Since then, the yellow ribbon was used as the symbol of the Aquinos', freedom, courage and new hope.

August 1, 2009. this was the date that the Filipino people would never forget. This is the day that the saint of People Power has succumbed to her fatal illness. This began the yellow ribbon fever again. People, showing their grief upon the passing of the late president, started to place yellow ribbons on their house, cars and things. Also, on her interment, the streets were filled with yellow shirts, yellow ribbons, yellow streamers, yellow stickers and yellow confetti. Her passing started an uproar on the 2010 presidential elections. Her son, Benigno Simeon "Noynoy" Aquino III, was pushed by many to be a candidate. he accepted the challenge on her mother's 40th day of passing. Upon declararing it, he topped all the surveys and placing the richest solon in the country in second place.

Some say he isn't fit to become a president. But many of us says he is our only hope. His fight shows the courage of the Filipino people to battle the corrupt and indecent administration and the almost possible winner, Manuel Villar. He showed that even money can't buy the trust of the people. Freedom is the other thing shown by his fight. The liberation from the old bad ways of our government, shown in his ad "Hindi Ako Magnanakaw." Last and the most imporant, new hope. His bid showed us that there still a person who is capable of good morals who can take care of our country. The hope of the Filipino people lies on him, the hope of a new Philippines. A Philippines that is better, peaceful, united, strong, confident, and honest.

The Philippines indeed is in no need of a president who is neither extremely intelligent nor poor. The Filipino people is smart at nature, he can survive everything,an example of this is the Ondaoy and Pepeng disaster. We only need a person who has the wisdom,that came from God, to help him understand the situation of his fellowmen, and the good morals and track record of being non- corrupt.:)

laying my cards on the table

If I were to vote (I'm turning 18 this November. Send some gifts!) this coming May 10, 2010 general elections, these are the people who I am going to vote for just a simple reason.They can give hope to the people because we don't really need a president who is very smart or came from a so- called poor family and nowadays, Filipinos are smart, we only need a guiding hand to push us into action. So here's the list.:)

NGU:

President: Noynoy Aquino
Vice- President: Mar Roxas
Senators: LP Straight..:)


Well, that's straight Liberal Party. And for my province, Cavite.:)

LGU:

Governor: Osboy CampaƱa
Vice- Governor: Cantimbuhan
Board Member: none
Congressman: Pidi Barzaga(No choice. He doesn't have an oponent. If he has an oponent, He'll still be my bet. What are schoolmates for?haha. But seriously, he made way for the urbanization of our city.:))
City Mayor: Jenny Barzaga
City Councilors: actually, none.

Friday, April 23, 2010

weirdness attacks!

Last night I posted about some things about me but I just remembered that I haven't posted weird facts about me. So let's start listing?:)

1. When I am speaking and thinking, I don't say ""ahm..ahm.gan'to po kasi..ahmm" instead I just look at something, probably the person asking me, my classmate or the ceiling.

2.During exams, when I'm thinking on what should I answer, I look up into the ceiling or bite the cover of my pen. Yucky isn't it but some of my highschool friends thinks that my biting thing works since I usually get the right answer.

3. During exams and I really don't know what to answer, I just simply predict an answer and 97% of my predicted answers are correct.:)

4. I really don't have any standard on buying my clothes,except for the brands. I pick my clothes based on my current mood. I said this line one time: "Ayoko ng madaming print. Gusto ko konti lang.(When I got a non- printed shirt) Ayoko nyan, walang buhay.Walang print." It's like this, I may hate the shirt today but maybe next week maybe I'll buy it.

5. Sometimes I buy some things that I like for a month or two then after using it once, I'll just put it somewhere. Perfect example of this scenario are my shoes. My brown old- school shoes. I just used it once then I hate wearing it now. Another is my rugged- type shoes. I used it and when I arrived at school I felt that I need to change it but I haven't.

6. When I crave for food, it lasts for about a week. Even if I already ate it. The longest food crave that I had was the california maki that lasted for about three weeks.

7. I usually get lower grades on subjects that I love than the subjects that I don't somewhat like. This is only contrary to History.xD

8. I love social studies since first grade. But I hate Philippine History and Economics.

9. I can't simply move on with some people and things. Sometimes I stop moving.

10. I hate k-pop songs.

11. I watch k-pop music videos on myx just to annoy myself.xD

12. For me, it's much easier to study English than Filipino. I love to speak English than Filipino. I just can't do it regularly since there would be confusion for some people.

13. When I talk to myself, I speak in English.

14. I consider my cute dog as a bad luck.xD

15. I broke a cellphone by accidentally dipping it on a canal during my birthday.

16. When I'm in a bad mood, I smash my old motorola phone on the wall, my bed or floor.

17. I love things that are not common to people.

18. I don't like lechon but I like lechon kawali and lechon paksiw.

19. My newest mannerism is pinching my nose.

20. When I like something, I wouldn't use it or eat it right away.

21. During high school, I just study for long tests and periodic exams but now in college I study even for recitations and quizzes!

22. Sometimes, the only thing I'm not lazy to do is breathing.

23. When I smell that our comfort room smells like a cigar, whenever my relatives are here, I always do this: open the door, do some talking like "Ambaho naman, amoy sigarilyo," spary an aerosol whenever there is someone passing behind me.:)

24. I keep money that isn't common.xD

25. I've got a thing for money. In the first hold of the money, I could sense if there is something different like if it has some new inscriptions in it, symbols, font color.

26. Sometimes, I can control my dreams.

27. I hate being greeted on my birthday in front of many people. It makes me pissed off. That's the reason why my most hated day on the calendar is my birthday. I also hate redundant birthday greetings like a person would greet me 30 times that day.

28. My college friends doesn't really know my birthday. Only three of them, I think, knows my birthday.

29. I really don't have a favorite color. I just tell that my favorite color is blue, silver and black for the sake of stopping a non- sense communication.

30. I also don't have a favorite number. 4 is just the number that I always think of.

31. The regular life of earphones for me is 1 month. I don't know why.

32. I don't like things and to do things that common people do. I want to do extra-ordinary things or things that aren't common on my environment but common in better environment.

33. All of the things you have read are all cruel sick jokes.xD

34. Just joking about number 32. All of these things are real.xD

Thursday, April 22, 2010

perfectly imperfect.:)

I've been talking too much in this blog yet I haven't revealed who I am. Well I'm Michael Zaldua. It's incomplete because I don't want my whole name. I was born on November 23, 1992 at Chinesee General Hospital in Manila but I was really supposed to be born on Los Angeles, California. So I guess I should move on to the better part, favorites.:))

Food: Pesto, #4 Cheese pizza of Yellow Cab, Charlie Chan pasta again of yc, California maki, chicken Karaage

Resto: Don Henrico's, Yellow Cab, Teriyaki Boy, Teriyaki Kid and Tokyo Tokyo

Song: 21 Guns, Your Guardian Angel, Not A Second To Waste- ARTTM, True, Disappear- Motion City Soundtrack, Like We Used To- ARTTM, Baby Blue Eyes- ARTTM

Band: Boys Like Girls, A Rocket To The Moon, Green Day, Red Jumpsuit Apparatus

Place: Honolulu, Mililani or any other place in Hawaii:)

Movie: Forrest Gump, Lilo and Sticth, One More Chance

School: obviously, DLSU Philippines. I'm from DLSU-D. I used to like ADMU but I turned it down because of the scandal.

Book: Bob Ong books, except Stainless Longanisa and Alamat ng Gubat. Tuesdays with Morrie

Subject: World History and Asian History but I can also deal with Philippine History. I like History yet I'm taking up Marketing and Advertising Management.xD I also somewhat like Algebra:)

Shirt/ Brand: Abercrombie and Fitch, Hollister, Billabong, Quiksilver, Dolce and Gabbana, Burberry, Hurley, and Penshoppe

Slippers: Reef, Quiksilver, Billabong, Havaianas

PC: macbook, macbook pro, macbook air.

car: chevrolet optra and ford focus

Well that's me. It seems that I have the colonial mentality but I'm not. I guess I got this attitude towards material things from traveling.xD That's why I describe myself as perfectly imperfect:)

Wednesday, April 21, 2010

hustlers grab your gun :)

We've be on the run
Driving in the sun
Looking out for number one
California, here we come
Right back where we started from

Well, hustlers grab your guns
The shadow weighs a ton
Driving down the 101
California, here we come
Right back where we started from

California
Here we come

On the stereo
Listen as we go
Nothing's gonna stop me now
California, here we come
Right back where we started from

Peddle to the floor
Thinking of you more
Gotta get us to the show
California, here we come
Right back where we started from

California
Here we come

California
California
Here we come
Ohhh

California
California
Here we come

California
California
Here we come

California
California
Here we come

California
California
Here we come

~ I'm missing L.A. very much. So I decided not to go to Honolulu this year but to California. It has been 11 years since my last visit. Obviously many things have changed there. I can't argue with this fact since I've enjoyed Hawaii very much that I wouldn't mind seeing LA for a long time. Now the time has come.California here I come, right back where I started from.:) May 21,22:30,

Thursday, April 15, 2010

the list :)

We'll I just want you to know what's playing on my iPod. I'm just going to give you the list of my iPod "chart toppers" based on its own counting. Here's the 25 out of 700 songs that made it to the list :)

  1. The Show- Lenka- 84 plays
  2. Simulan Mo Na- pedicab- 83 plays
  3. 21 Guns- Green Day- 82 plays
  4. Not A Second To Waste- A Rocket To The Moon- 69 plays
  5. Tell Me Your Name- Christian Bautista- 68 plays
  6. Bad Romance(Live on Ellen)- Lady GaGa- 62 plays
  7. One Step At A Time- Jordin Sparks- 43 plays
  8. A Little Too Not Over You- David Archuleta- 40 plays
  9. Broken Strings- James Morrison Ft. Nelly Furtado- 38 plays
  10. Halo/ Walking On Sunshine- Female Cast of Glee- 35 plays
  11. Sa Kanya- M.Y.M.P- 33 plays
  12. Harder Than You Know- 31 plays
  13. One Time- Justin Bieber- 31 plays
  14. Do I Make You Proud- Taylor Hicks- 30 plays
  15. Fireflies- Owl City-27 plays
  16. Gossip Girl Opening Credits- Gossip Girl- 26 plays
  17. Can't Help Falling In Love- A*Teens- 25 plays
  18. True- Ryan Cabrera- 22 plays
  19. Two Is Better Than One- Boys Like Girls Ft. Taylor Swift- 21 plays
  20. I Caught Myself- Paramore- 21 plays
  21. Paris For President- Paris Hilton- 20 plays
  22. Halo- Beyonce- 19 plays
  23. Love Drunk- Boys Like Girls- 18 plays
  24. Mr. Right- A Rocket To The Moon- 18 plays
  25. Grow Old With You- Adam Sandler- 16 plays
Runners up?:)
Para Lang Sa'Yo-Aiza Siguerra- 11 plays
Strawberry Swing- Coldplay- 14 plays
Good Girls Go Bad- Cobra Starship Ft. Leighton Meester- 12 plays
21 Guns- Green Day with the cast of American Idiot: The Musical- 13 plays
Awit ng Barkada- Itchyworms- 13 plays
Aloha E Komo Mai- Lilo and Stitch- 11 plays
One Less Lonely Girl- Justin Bieber- 11 plays
Bulletproof- La Roux- 14 plays
My Heart- Paramore- 11 plays
California- Phantom Planet- 11 plays
I Believe In Us- A Rocket To The Moon- 11 plays
I'll Be Your Sunset- A Rocket To The Moon- 13 plays
Your Call- Secondhand Serenade- 12 plays
Hiling- Silent Sanctuary- 13 plays
I Can Wait Forever- Simple Plan- 13 plays
Walking On Sunshine- Various Artists- 13 plays
Forevermore- Side A- 11 plays

The chart- topper by the time I have reached the 1000th song will be the opening song for the playlist that won't skip any song. Also the chart- topper by October 29, 2010, 1st year of the iPod, will also receive the same honor. :)

Tuesday, April 13, 2010

chicken :)


I just remembered anc's commercial on politicians saying that "is your candidate a chicken?", then I remembered chowking's orange chicken. I just thought of one candidate. haha. Just imagine Villar's face on the orange of that viand!haha. If that's the case, I won't eat the food cause if I do maybe I'll be swimming on a sea of trash!haha..Just kidding I won't eat it because I may have the tendency to become a big fat liar! He's a liar!

Monday, April 12, 2010

i just noticed..:)

I just noticed now that in my blog posts , almost every post's font color differs from each other. Well, I really did that to show my emotions but the violet post doesn't mean that I'm lonely.:) It means something:)

orange vs. orange:)

Here's my view on Villar's campaign jingles. I'll post the lyrics too.:)

1st jingle:

Nakaligo ka na ba sa dagat ng basura?

- This is very ridiculous! Is there a normal person who will take a bath on a sea of trash? Unless your insane or playing but being on a normal state of mind, even the poorest of the poor won't do that since they know that they will only get dirtier!

Nag-Pasko ka na ba sa gitna ng kalsada?

- Well this one is possible but only kids do this! They are the "namamasko po kids."

Yan ang tanong namin…

- Well it's also my question if Villar had done this all!!
Tunay ka bang isa sa amin?

- I guess he isn't. If they're family can afford a loan of 60,000 before the 90's, his mother must have a large income!

Nalaman mo na bang mapapag-aral ka nya?

- I guess it shouldn't be said that "mapapag-aral ka NIYA."He's not using his own money to fund public school's, it's the people's money! Tsaka, he may help you but isn't that public schools are for free? It's now up to you if you'll study or not.
Tutulungan tayo para magkatrabaho?

- For this one, it's a bit correct since he could help stabilize the economy but still, this reliew on a person's willingness to study and get a job.
At kanyang plano’y magkabahay tayo?

- Yup, he can do that. He'll be selling houses to all of us, wherein the common price range for the cheapest is more than 2 million.

Si Villar ang tunay na mahirap.

- If he is, show any proof that will suspend those accusations.
si Villar ang tunay na may malasakit.

- If he does, can he help without any media surrounding him?
Si Villar ang may kakayahan
At gumawa ng sariling pangalan.

- Is he saying that he's the only one among the presidentiables who had made their names? Probably on corruption. But how about Gordon? Gordon's a great person, not many knows his roots.

Si Manny Villar ang magtatapos
ng ating kahirapan.

- And the finale! Damn, does he think at all? No one can cure the current situation of the country! It takes the whole nation to cure it!

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The other jingle synthesis will be posted tomorrow. I'm to lazy to think right now.:)

Wednesday, April 7, 2010

one more chance?

Once there was a man and a woman whom have known each other for a long time but have been friends for over a year. The man chose to be friends with her since he was attracted to the woman for sometime now. He would reach out to her every now and then. He knows that the said attraction had grew even stronger and had transformed into love. He would reach out to her more often and would feel very upset if he wasn't able to talk for her in a day. His love grew even deeper as time went by, it grew that even his love for himself was almost unseen. But in this feeling, he was afraid to express it to her because he doesn't want their friendship to end by just telling her that he loves her so much, believing on what he has seen on tv, cinemas and friends. By that time, he said this: "Alam mo kung ano yung masakit? Yung alam mo yung nararamdaman mo para sa isang tao, sigurado ka na mahal mo yun, pero hindi mo masabi. Takot ka akong mawala yung meron kami ngayon. Pero alam mo kung ano yung mas masakit? Yung alam na alam mo na yung nararamdaman mo at handa ka ng sabihin sa kanya pero hindi mo na masabi kasi meron na siyang iba." His love for this woman was unconditional. He even made a way for them to be closer by telling her that she should use this, knowing him that by using this application he can somewhat own this person. But it was just an application, anyone can take away everyone you own. Somebody can take that someone away in just a blink of an eye. He knew that for a fact in that application but in reality he also believes in that. he would always buy her whenever somebody buys her back. But the time came that he couldn't buy her anymore. Just like the same scenario in the application, it also happened in real life. He lost connections to her, they would talk to each other very seldom. But the worse part is, he knew that he had two other competitors, his own friend and a varsity player. He watched his friends tactics. The said friend already gave up the fight after a few weeks but for him, the fight isn't over. He also knew for a fact, also his friend (a classmate of her), that the woman already knows that he loves her. So he tried to call to call her and tell her that he loves her. He would just call since he many things to do and she has many things do do also. It's not that he can't make any time for her but knowing that she's too busy to entertain people. So the said scenario was seen for more months. But a news came to him. He knew that the woman was like taken. He grew sad..but he didn't want everyone to see that he was weak so he was like very jolly in everytime he would talk to people,,but deep inside he was really sad.

Tuesday, April 6, 2010

status

Again, i don't know what to right in here. I'm just messed up..Earlier today I got my grade and retorika blew my chance on becoming a dean's lister by just around less than 3 points. As I have said last night, I'm also confused with my feelings,,yes I have somewhat confirmed that she already had a boyfriend. At first I was like "ah, ok" but it had sinked in now,, as of this writing I just stopped crying and soon I might cry again. All I want to do now is to watch One More Chance and let the movie ease what I am feeling right now. I guess with this thing I was extremely wrong. I won't blame her for what's happening with me now, the only person to be blamed for this is me! I have fallen so much that nothing was left for me.I'll try to rebuild myself as early as posssible. I hope that the California trip next month would help me fix myself. I'll start a journey of more than 10000 miles, and 12 hours long to help me rebuild myself..But still, i must admit, I still love her..and I hope,,after this feeling has gone away,, someone will fill this empty spot..Yet she's very significant in my life, she melted my stone heart..

Monday, April 5, 2010

harder than you know..

I really don't know how to put this post in order. All I want to do right now is to cry and cry until I can already make up a river but I can't. I can't because first it's impossible and even tough my eyes are filled with tears now, it seems that my tear gland stops the tears from pouring. I want to cry for a very simple yet important matter, as usual her.

I checked on my messenger just moments ago. I didn't saw that she's currently online. Well as my curiosity over threw my thoughts, I checked on a site whether if she's online or not. It showed that she's online but on my profile she isn't..why could be the reason?


current status: confused,,i just want to cry,,i think she already knows,,and i must admit that i my mind thinks that 55% that she already has a boyfriend..

what i realized in this situation is that i should have never fallen in love with her so deeply..i guess it's time to move on but..something stops me from doing that..my brain says that i should move on,,but my heart says i shouldn't..now i believe what they mean with that line..well,,i believe on it now..i'll just observe some more instances and if it won't change,,i will move on..:'(

i remembered what my friend, Farrell(the poem's composer) said to me that maybe a better person would come along our lives..also what Popoy said on One More Chance to his friend that,"kayta tayo iniiwan ng mga taong mahal natin ay dahil mayroong mas magandang darating sa buhay natin.."

well i can now really say that she's the only exception cause she's the first girl that i seriously love and i've fallen to stupidity just to keep this feeling alive..:(


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NOTE:
I just discovered that ym is like having a problem,,she's now just invisible,,just like me,,haha..well,,she's always invi in ym,,just like also me..xD

Sunday, April 4, 2010

Love is Different from Loved

I'm standing here amidst the crowd
filled with anguish and doubt...
In this place where there's turmoil
all i can hold on to is the soil..

as i kneel down and cry
pe0ple stop and wonder why
why this man is crying
what they don't know is that im dying..

Dying cause of this pain you inflicted
the pain of being rejected.............



As i looked in a mirror...
i seen a man deprived of honor..
A man that's lonely..
from something that's not worthy..

I looked into him more closely..
and said to him very calmy..
"pick yourself out of this rubble
you'll only stoop down and stumble"

right from that moment i knew...
all this confusions you made are through....


I've lost much time thinking of you...
now i decided this charade is through..
So now i dont feel sad and angry
all i can feel is pity...

i pity your lack of becoming...
i pity you for being uncaring..
i pity you for loving him
as much as I LOV
ED YOU..

My current status: single but taken yet confused. I'm single but I still love her, with all my heart but I don't know if she has somebody else already. I hope she doesn't have. One time I was surfing the net and I came across the chat box I talked to her but it was somebody else who had opened it..:l Yet they don't have any pictures together and single status..:l

I know I'm a sucker for this feeling..Yes,the line came from A Rocket To The Moon's song Like We Used To. Try to listen to it..it's good,,you may cry..then watch One More Chance and you will surely cry..

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The poem above was composed by my friend Farrell Angelo Diaz. He composed it for a girl whom he loved and it turned out that the girl has somebody else.

Saturday, March 13, 2010

what if..

This past fews days have been strange for me. It started when I saw a post at facebook. It made me sad. By then, I had made a decision. I would tell her immediately that I have been loving her and I hope that that feeling won't change everything. Just when I was calling her, her phone was ringing but the ringback tone suddenly changed into a "unattended or out of coverage area" message. I tried twice, but she didn't answer it. I posted last night on my account on what's the use of having everything you want and everything you need if you can't even be with the person you love. I changed some words on it, what was I supposed to put on there? What's the use of having everything you want and everything you need if you can't even communicate with the person you love. Yes, I would like to post that but it would seem a "patama" to her and I don't want her to be the center of attention of everybody because if I'd posted that, then many people might react and I would hate that, placing her infront of everybody. Then I remembered what my friend told me that she saw her at mcdo. DAMN! I was supposed to go there too! I was supposed to go there because of our project!darn..But I guess it it is best not to see what happened there because if I saw what happened, it will just break my heart..

As of now, yes I am confused if I would still go for her or not. It's the moment where I would say "MAHAL KITA AT ANG SAKIT SAKIT NA.."i'd like to go now,,but something is stops me..yes I really love her..It's like I'm reaching out to tell her that I love her but she's going away..going away because of something that I don't know but I'm hoping she doesn't have a boyfriend yet..I guess what makes me still love her is that I can talk to her but when I'm about to tell her that i love her,,she stops it and goes away..can you think of any reason why she's like that?help me so I can already make up my mind if I go for her or stop this feeling..

Monday, March 8, 2010

soundtrack of my summer..:))

This all happened when I was in a science camp. It was a cold night and there was a pageant going on at the roof deck of our campsite. It was the first time I saw her. She was dressed in a FilipiƱa dress made from Manila hemp designed by their senior. If you where there, you can tell that Maria Clara of Rizal's novel came to life. She was very beautiful, yet simple. She looked like an elegant Filipina of the Spanish Era. My friends told me her name. Well, I really didn't react on the name saying part, I haven't reacted at all. That time, she was a 2nd year high school student and I was a 3rd year high school student. After the numerous numbers they have made, she was announced as the winner, lambasting our very own candidate(we came from the same school, but she was under the other program and I was on the regular program). At that night, nothing happened.

A year passed on, we have seen each other. In that span of time I haven't felt anything. It was casual for me to see her every now and then in school programs and events, campings and recognition day(we were both honor students). At the camping, I would recognize her because she was our some kind of a speaker for a part of the obstacle course.

Another year passed. It's now a total of two years. 'm now a graduating student . We now chatted at our friendster accounts(i just made mine when i was in 4th year high school). We chatted on everything under sun. But still, neither an affection nor compassion was made by I towards her. At an instance, I even helped a schoolmate to court her in choosing the gift to give her on Christmas and her birthday. then we would pair her with her other classmate because they really look good together.

Now I have graduated, I felt sad in leaving my alma mater, a school that I have called home for 11 years. After a few days upon graduating, something bothered me. At first I didn't care about it, but it grew strong. One morning, I woke up and started thinking. Out of nowhere in my mind, she sprang. I kept thinking about her all day long. Night time came, I was surfing the net as what I am doing every vacation time. At plurk I saw her, I started talking to her. She was nice in talking to me despite of the fact that we were really not that close. Days grew into weeks and it turned into months, we continued chatting there. if there where some nights that we would not chat, I feel very disappointed and sad. The week for me to leave the country came. it was just a nine day vacation. But these nine days came to me as brutal since I won't talk to her. When I came back I again talked to her. By that time I realized that I must have fallen in love with her, starting from the day I woke up and started thinking about her. Since then, it was a daily habit to talk to her and if sometimes I won't be able, I was some kind of depressed. Because of those chattering we had, she was teased at school because of me, as one my friend told me(my friend is a classmate of her)

Now, many chances have been given to me to talk to her and tell her that I have been loving her. But this chances was blown away by my fear of rejection. As what one of my friends told me, it is a make or break situation for me. It is either she could accept it without changing her attitude towards me or she will find a way so that our paths won't cross.

As of now, I can now tell her about my feelings for her, I'm just waiting for the moment..

~that's my love story..xD

Thursday, January 21, 2010

Swimming Classiques

Well,,as my first blog entry,,I would like to put on a string of satirical quotes about swimming,,these may seem a bit discouraging,,but if you'll think at a deeper level,,it's just mainly comedy in learning how to swim and to survive in the wide ocean range and a contrary to what is being said(so that you'll be inspired..)..:))


1) I didn't know that saving my life means risking my life too.
2) I'm a human not a fish.
3) I thought I was studying to save myself but it kills me.
4) I know that I'm going to die, but I don't want to die in saving my life.
5)I will prove to you that styrofoam is the real life saver.
6) H2O+Cl2=Death



Well all of these are made through experience from our survival training earlier from school..I posted these give a tribute to my classmate,,not to give him any other negative feelings about swimming,,well,,it was really hard in doing those threading activities..too tiring..but i can somewhat do it now..:))